beyond "no return"

I can't believe i'm finally at the part of my life that makes me pick between people. I'm in so much drama, i'm suffocating and slowly trying to kill myself. haha I'm pathetic. LOL what's worse is that i cant talk to anyone about it so i post it on blogger. wow. i've finally reached that level. i'm a loser. whatever. i need to go. i will blog later.