you'll always be mine

I like waking up in the morning babe, looking at your pretty face, knowing that you'll always be mine. And I like holding you in my arms at night underneath the moonlight knowing that you’ll always be mine. I like kissing you while you’re sleeping babe whispering I love you boy knowing that you’ll always be mine. And I like waking up to your pretty smile touching your soft skin knowing that you’ll always be mine. Be mine.

sometimes i just cnat help but think you're going to break your promise. i feel so empty without you next to me. you're so far away, i cant even hear your sweet voice. you're so busy that even if i was next to you, you'd look the other way. i'm selfish and selfish for wanting you to show me that you care when sometimes i dont even show you that i care. im sorry for that baby but that's just how i am. thats not how you were. i'm trying to change how i am to make things better but it doesnt seem like you even care so why should i bother to put myself through getting hurt again when it really feels like if i was open and honest about my feelings i'd only be shot down again? i'm done getting hurt. i dont want to have to go through rough nights crying my eyes out about you and how hurt you make me. i dont want to feel like it's all my fault we have problems. it sucks! knowing how other girls have some part of me that attracts you to them. NO ONE SHOULD BE LIKE ME! and if they are, it shouldn't attract you to them!

i dont want to wake up on of these night from crying and realize that you're not who i thought you were and you're not the one i'd want to be with. i'm starting to think that when we finally have the chnace to be together, everything would be different and the feelings we have now wont be there in the future.