he could be visiting this friday- wednesday but he didnt wanna miss his pre-season games. he shouldnt have told me cuz now i feel like i AM just an option, not a priority like he said i was. is basketball that much more important than i am? i dont know what im suppose to think. i dont want to be the jealous type but i dont wanna just let things go so easily. it's bugging me hella much. he cant even see that. i wish he'd take some time to actually notice that im NOT OKAY. even though i say that i am. -_________-
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
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Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
im trying to just let it go. i hate knowing that i've made someone my priority and i dont mean that much to them. haha i dont know what to think anymore. one minute you love me, next minute you'd rather play games than talk to me. one moment im your everything, next moment your games mean more.
make up your fuckind mind. i can't be stuck in this situation forever. if you want me to wait then i'll wait but stop making me feel like all this waiting is gonna be pointless.
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