ugh.pms?

Jessie's visiting. but i dont get to see her cuhz i had to work. ugh. work gets in the way of having fun. i want a normal fucking job that isnt on a damn weekend. -___________-'' it's irritating to always have to tell my friends " sorry, i have work on saturday and sunday."

my mom was bitching about how im a whore always hanging out with guys and fucking them etc. -__________- the guys i hang out with are my best friends. i can care less if my nosy ass neighbors call me a slut for having guys around me. if my parents werent such bitches and let my friends in, we wouldn'thave all this shit talking now would we?

and the stupider thing is that when they hear this shit about me, they spread it around and act like it hella hurts thme to hear it from everyone. it's their own damn fault.

im home alone. waiting on jessie to call me back. times like this i wish i had a friend close enough to come over and just hang out with me. i feel like shit.