Thursday, September 24, 2009

My tears gone cold, i'm wondering why i got out of bed at all

any one that has ever told me they love [besides my mom] ends up leaving me. sometimes it's on intentionally but they still leave. a majority of the time it's my fault though so I shouldn't be complaining. I was tired so i put my head down. I get cranky when someone wakes me up. I pushed him away. I ended up napping for a bit. When I woke up, he left. I saw him sitting at the bench. I was wearing socks and flip flops so i went inside to put it away. when i came out he was gone. I felt so abandoned. He thinks i'm ignoring him. I'm just tired.

I'm sorry I let her hear the recording. I thought you're hella close to her. ur one of her best friends. it's not like she was going to mock you or anything.

He called, asked if i was coming, i said no, he hung up.

Everyone eventually leaves. They can only handle me to a certain extent. I don't blame them. I'm not worth the shit they have to go through. In my eyes, it's nothing hard but it probably is to them.

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