I'm all alone

Look up at the stars they laugh at me
Cause I screwed it up
I know what I said
I hear it again and again in my head

Today was a crappy day. I was late. I coudlnt get the stupid top on, it kept slipping off. after the rally, i took some pictures. I wanted to take a picture with Tien when i saw him then my camera breaks. i'm STILL EXTREMELY pissed off about that. wasted half my day being mad. then when i calmed down, i got really sleepy and fell asleep during Senor A's class. Went home, tried to make my toga & kept poking myself with the safety pin. Got mad at kevin for not helping me & for his crappy recording. I asked him to record me for Tahitian and it was crap. i got hella mad. it was just fucking pointless. asked him to do something for me so i dont have to do it the hard way [ im already in a bad mood ] he was like okay. and just layed there. i was like wow okay nvm then. it was one of those moments where i only want it when i ask for it, not later on when i'm mad. my right arrow on my keyboard is broken. i cant take pictures for tmrw's football game because my fucking camera is broken. UGHHH WTF!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? i think the only good thing was going to college night and seeing john & steven there. hung out with steven and heizell later on. it was cool.

i seriously need some real female friends. not those acquaintances who i can say hi to. i need a real friend who doesn't fucking bail on me cause of some guy or richer girls. someone i can actually talk to about my stupid girl problems. there are some things girls can do and guys cant. this is pathetic. FML